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I dreamt that I was in social studies class back in my middle school building but it was college and all of the classmates were theatre people in the department. We were having presentations of some sort and Lauren Marini went up and told us that she had some disease where her bones and tissues and stuff didnt form correctly, thats what she was so sort, and I remember something about not having boobs but them just being little whisps of tissue. And then Sarah Devillier went up to talk and she had some sort of disease too, I can't remember. Then the teacher told us that any one of us could take the place of Lauren, finish school a semester early, and possibly go down to New Orleans. We wouldn't have to worry about ourselves anymore because we would be in Lauren's shoes while she went to Minnesota or some other mid-western area. Then we could do the same with Sarah, except Sarah was just going to rest and so two people would be needed to finish school a semester early and then go somewhere else. So I wanted to know more and I tried to rush out after one of them and find out and I was running outside and realized that I had forgotten my shoes in the classroom and it was raining. My cell phone fell into a 4 inch deep puddle but came out unscathed, except that my battery a low. This old guy who was in the walked by and said, I can fix that for you!! I said, well gimme your number. He said, what?!. I said, gimme your number so I can call you and you can fix it for me. He walked away, no idea what I was talking about. Then we were back at school, my real school, and Jen and I were talking about someone and accidently he was right there. He looked at us, smiled that, Oh hey Im right here, then fell right over. I think we killed him because we were talking about him. Earlier in my dream, I had a big long in the closet makeout session with the same guy. I just remembered that part now. |
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Oct. 22nd, 2005 @ 06:48 pm
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So I just logged into my Livejournal web protocol thing and there was a pop up that told me that my password was too easy to guess and I should go to the livejournal website and change it. Whatever.
Anyway:
1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) +Add+ one true thing about you to the end of the list.
4) Tag five LJ/xanga friends.
* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I own lots of books.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I've watched porn movies.
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
* I believe honesty is always the best policy.
* I curse sometimes.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I have broken someone's bones.
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast.
* I have fresh breath in the morning.
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have at least one sibling.
* I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
* I like the way that I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I think prostitution should be legalized.
* I slept/hooked up with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm (almost) always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I have pecked someone of the same sex.
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop and/or window shop.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
* I don't hate anyone.
* I'm a pretty good dancer.
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
* I have a cell phone.
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently love someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I am shy around the opposite sex.
* I?m online 24/7, even as an away message.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
* I enjoy some country music.
* I would die for my best friends.
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I?m obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.
* Conservative Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
* I study for tests most of the time.
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I?ve ever met.
* I can work on a car.
* I love my job.
* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my ears pierced.
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* I love sea turtles.
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I hate office jobs.
* I went/want to go to college out of state.
* I am adopted.
* I am a pyro.
* I have thrown up from crying too much.
* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
* I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
* I adore bright colors.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I have ridden/owned a horse.
* I still have every journal I?ve ever written in.
* I talk in my sleep.
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a tattoo.
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work(ed) with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
* I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
* I have been to over 15 conventions.
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I am ambidextrous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
* I have terrible teeth.
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
* I have more friends on the internet than offline.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries.
* I am extremely flexible.
* I love hugs more than kisses.
* I want to own my own business.
* I smoke.
* I spend much more time on the computer than on anything else.
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
* Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have played strip poker with someone else before.
* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time.
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
* I'm a judgmental asshole.
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
* I have traveled on more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
* I am a Libertarian.
* I can speak more than one language. <
b>* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.</b>
* I would rather read than watch TV.
* I like reading fact more than fiction.
* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
* I have no piercings.
* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
* I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
* I've been married and am now divorced.
* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
* I like most animals better than most people.
* I own a collection of retro games consoles.
* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
* I have hit someone with a dead fish.
* I have written/read erotic stories.
* I am compulsively honest.
* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
* I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex - Eventually, I decided it was better to be a girl with a slightly more male mind.
* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget.
* I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
* I dislike milk.
* I obsessively wash my hands.
* I always carry something significant around with me.
* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
* I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
* Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
* I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
* I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
* I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
* Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
* I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
* I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
* I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
* I don't like to chew gum.
* I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
* I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
* I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
* I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
* I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
* I love to sing.
* I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
* I have a custom-built computer.
* I'm Irish.
* I only have one parent due to either a divorce or death.
* I was born premature by three or more months.
* I'm part Mexican.
* My dreams are sometimes so realistic that I have to ask the people I dreamed about if it really happened.
* I like coconuts.
* I am currently role-playing. And do a scene almost nightly.
* I am convinced that I have created a character who is my true alter-ego.
* I think differently from everyone I know and am often misunderstood/hated because of it.
* I procrastinate often.
* I have used Linux/MacOS on a desktop before, or use it regularly.
* I have a favourite periodic element.
* I have, at one point, watched over 26 consecutive episodes of a favorite Japanese series.
* I have fallen in love with animated characters.
* Tim Burton is a major role model of mine.
* I am left handed.
* I've never broken a bone.
* There was a time when I did not want to wake up the next morning.
* I fixed the rampant grammatical errors in this bloody meme.
* My worst fear is people being angry at me.
* My heart constantly aches.
* I should be sleeping, instead of taking this meme.
* I haven't eaten yet today.
* I never believe a compliment. I'm much more willing to accept criticism.
*I have worn/am wearing a low cut shirt |
I met these people tonight:
MEL JACKSON
LEON
MONICA CALHOUN
ARNEZ J.
I rule. I got Mel Jackson's (1st picture) e-mail address...ha ha! |
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Sloppy drunk and I felt him chewing his gum out of the side of his mouth when he hugged me. These disgusting people that I try to connect with. There's something so much better out there. |
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Sep. 30th, 2005 @ 11:27 pm
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Not to anything in particular but that's just how I feel...
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baby,
i am writing to you in advance...
...that means ahead of time...
because the way i feel about you now
will be different...
...that means not the same...
when you finally arrive
i want to keep this moment...
...that means a distinct time...
...distinct means...
... ... ... certain... particular
what i mean to say is
i want to hold on to this feeling
right here, right now
okay?
i cannot wait for the moment when i can hold you in my arms
cannot wait for the moment when i can see you outside of me
cannot wait for the moment when i can sing you to sleep
and sing you to sleep again when you wake up
i cannot wait
ButThisMomentTellsMeToWaitMoneySchoolBeingSingleandUnwedNotLivingInARealHomeOfMyOwnTellsMeToWait
the same moment...right here, right now...
that wants you to be here...right here, right now
ThisSameMomentTellsMeThatIHaveToStayInSchoolAndFinishCollegeAndGetADecent JobAndMake MoneyAndGetMarriedAndGetAHouseAndPayTaxesAndVoteAndTakeOutTheTrashAnd ThenMaybeMaybeMaybeIfIAmExtremelyLuckyAndNotAbsolutelyExhaustedAnd BurnedOutFromYearsOfBusyWork
i can have you
Sep. 27th, 2005 @ 01:50 am
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Yikes.
Sep. 25th, 2005 @ 08:50 am
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Damn.
Sep. 20th, 2005 @ 01:57 am
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Doing things by yourself is an excellent, awesome thing.
Go me.
Sep. 18th, 2005 @ 12:43 am
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I was at work today from 8 AM to 5 PM. I was honestly shocked as hell when I walked outside and it was still bright daylight. I could have sworn it was going to be dark and shady.
I am now doing laundry and preparing to get massive amounts of non-existent work done. And to drink lots of liquids.
I have no money. Holla at your girl.
Sep. 11th, 2005 @ 05:54 pm
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I think life is incredible right now.
Sep. 9th, 2005 @ 10:13 pm
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Apparently.
I've been wrong this whole time.
Stayed at work until 11:30 PM tonight. We punched out at 10 PM.
I need to talk and sleep.
And stop being so sketchy to you all about it.
Aug. 23rd, 2005 @ 12:02 am
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I dreamt that I was fighting and losing so badly. No one would believe me.
Aug. 21st, 2005 @ 10:45 am
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Hello.
So today is August 20th...WTF?! Already? Wasn't my birthday JUST YESTERDAY?! Actually no...it was nearly three weeks ago. Time flies when you're having ______ (make it up!)
I've been working at the Marlborough and Natick Express stores. It's been good and bad but beautiful paychecks don't lie. I'm going to work in Marlborough in about 40 minutes. I gotta look hot today--sure I still have people to impress. And I need to sell sell sell Jeans Jeans Jeans because I want to 1. beat Michael, 2. win a free pair, 3. beat Michael.
Streeeetch. I go back to CP in one week. I'm excited. Im tranferring to the Express in Wheaton Plaza in Wheaton, MD. Very exciting. I'm thinking about becoming a BSL...basically I'd open and close the store. Depends on what my commitments with school are. Because I know that I can always work way hard next year when I'm done with school...dedicate my time to school now and think about work later.
Extra 15% off today at Express!! Gotta go put my checks in the bank. HOLLER.
Aug. 20th, 2005 @ 09:09 am
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Im watching Raost with Pamela Anderson. She looks so sad. She looks kind of cross eyed. Tommy Lee is a dick and I like Pamela Anderson a lot. End of Story.
Aug. 15th, 2005 @ 02:57 am
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Monday: Absolutely fucking nothing and I could not be happier.
Tuesday: 12-5, maybe longer, at Natick Express. DJ'S TOTALLY AWESOME PARTY with Kelly and hopefully Johhny Rockets.
Wednesday: My Express 1-6, then possibly a bridal runway show
Thursday: 12-5 Natick Express
Friday: 10-5 Natick Express, 6-CL my Express
Saturday: 10-2 my Express.
There are so many green tea bottles in my room
To tell you the truth, I do not want to leave. I want to stay here and work at Express Men forever. I'm not lying.
Aug. 14th, 2005 @ 11:58 pm
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Sunday: Joe Geary and The Sleepover Extravaganza
Monday: The Missing Joe Geary
Tuesday: More Joe Geary and The Rear-Ended Worcester Fiasco
Wednesday: Surprise Joe Geary, Club Express, Club Express II (The Morning Version)
Thursday: The Great Gyno Wait
Friday: The Great Car Malfunction
Saturday: The Case of the Hurting Left Side of Ashley's Entire Body, Heart Palpitations Included.
I'm going back to Maryland soon.
Love.
Aug. 13th, 2005 @ 10:25 pm
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so how about my car won't start? so much for 14/hr and meeting Lalaine!!
Aug. 12th, 2005 @ 02:16 pm
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So I am going to be doing some promotional modeling tomorrow in North Attleboro. LALAINE FROM LIZZY MCGUIRE IS GOING TO BE THERE!! Hahah. I bought some khakis for the even today which I will promptly return on Saturday morning. I know, I know.
This has been a long weird week. I've slept so little and done so much. I feel...okay. Going to school...in about 16 days. Two weeks until everything starts again...till I see my baby. Everything.
Aug. 11th, 2005 @ 10:05 pm
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I got rear ended today and I, like an asshole, didn't see anything wrong on the car and didn't feel anything--at the moment--and didn't get any information. Now my neck is killing me.
Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 07:05 pm
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